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My Destiny 🀍

Destiny has allowed me to meet someone who has taken a special place in my heart and profoundly affected my life. Being an introvert, it’s unusual for me to chat with other people. But for this person, I’ve tried. We chatted for months and I must admit, his company is way better than my solitude–it doesn’t exhaust me.

Together, we shared stories and updates about each other’s life until late at night. There was no dull moment with him as he was so jolly and funny to talk with. He brings out the best in me as he makes me smile and happy effortlessly. I must admit, he’s the epitome of the man I’ve been longing and praying for.

But sadly, we separated ways, and everything that’s good about us has just eventually ended. He has never shoot me a message anymore, and as to his reason, I still have no apparent clue. My life since then has become pure dull and mundane. But up until this moment, five months have gone by, a part of me still longs for...

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